sweet jesus, my heart's beating...

i just can't help myself. i just can't help myself.
it's finally friday. 5 weeks to go. it was only a three day week, technically. 4 and a half then. i'm counting the days, i'm tired and hungry and have eaten too many crisps.
but this weekendi am going to catch up with all my work, including my extended essay, as well as doing the ssaw stall on saturday and going to covent garden on sunday and probably spending a long time sleeping and eating and talking on msn, which is eating at my brain and driving me insane and i'm in love with emily kane.
i should shut up about art brut.
this is the worst. of the last few years. terribly frantic, and depressing and everyone is a crazy combination of completely off their faces and relaxed as fuck. what is happening??

my room has been moved around. it's sinister. all the furniture is at odd angles. my computer doesn't have a french dictionary installed. very very annoying. especially if you have to write 4000 words in french. in a week.
so i'm resorting to compulsive blogging, sleeping and playing Operation Spacehog.

'IN SPACE NO ONE CAN HEAR YOU SCREAM'.
x

she has returned.

i'm home at last, but i think i'd quite like to go stright back. the house has become a student slum, filled with ready meals, overflowing ashtrays and empty beer cans. there are strange cats living there. i have never seen them before. their names are jasper and poppy. they don't like my cat. cat conflict is quickly escalating. also, it's noisy. i forgot we lived right next to the railway. and i have alot of work to do and very little time, and sleeping for my average of 14 hours a night just isn't realistic any more. blimey.

also school starts tomorrow (*panic, convulsions, horror*), so it's back to missing trains, skiving french and living off food from budgens. lovvvvely. i just got dressed, this was for the first time in over 50 hours. yes, i really did count. for the last two days i just changed my pyjamas after showering. the student slum-ness of my house is having a tragic effect on me. we have also acquired a microwave, tv, dvd player, video and old-skool nintendo while i have been away, so it's goodbye to eating nice food and actually doing something in my spare time.

yes, i really did watch the whole of buffy the vampire slayer series six on friday. i am so sorry.

"you play for kittens???"