fair (bored and depressed) helena

my sister just tried to take my Kaiser chiefs CD away from me because i was allegedly playing it too loud! unfair! irrational! also scary!
greetings all. Wednesday evening here. automatic capitalisation annoys me, because then it looks like instead of just not using caps in general i genuinely don’t know how to use them. not true! i don’t use caps because i am making a non conformist statement that goes against the expectations of s- … no, i’m bullshitting here. i don’t use caps because i cant be fucked. but it’s NOT because i’m uneducated or illiterate or ignorant. obviously, suckers.
hmmmmm. have written several blog entries, but have (once again) been banned from the internet for a number of (ridiculously unfair and invalid) reasons. so no TV and no fucking internet. now you realise my over-attachment to my Kaiser chiefs CD. what the fuck would i do without it? actually, forget that. it’s a stuuuupid question, as i have only had the damn cd as of Monday. but you get the drift. without the few CDs i have my home life would be even more shit than it currently is. nice.
the rehearsal today was inCREDibly boring. two hours! how did i survive? all we did was read through the script. and where is theo? it’s my guess that he has been smuggled off to passau with paul wells. or something equally obscure. I WAS BORN TO BE A DANCER. that is SUCH a good line. no, there’s no way i am going to drift in and out of jumbled up Kaiser lyrics today, i am NOT going to be distracted by my cd.
i found a really good franz picture in some random magazine lying around the house, but couldn’t put it up as there isn’t enough space on my bastard walls. are they shrinking or something??
anyway. yeah, today was pretty shit to be honest. except that English (ßARGH bastard capitalisation!) was cancelled. actually this wasn’t so good as this happened half an hour after i had spent two hours finishing off my English essay. oh dear, you really aren’t at all interested in my English essay. i’ll shut up. well, not completely, because then this would be quite a short entry. but i’ll change the topic.
found my garbage CD! rock on meeeee! tralalalalaa! WHEN I GROW UP I’LL BE STABLLLLLLE etc. a wicked song. no one diss garbage, they rule.

have run out of interesting anecdotes for this blog, but i guess that’s what happens if you update too often. oh, by the way everyone, march 19th. demonstration. London. be there suckers.

happy hours, golden showers, on a CRUISE TO FREAK YOU OUT.
we could fly a helicopter, nothing LEFT TO TALK ABOUT.

au revoir mes ami(e)s xps my sister’s cheeks are sunken and her lips are swollen from her dental operation. she looks like she’s on crack. i love you francie.