my very sad life no.6839803

my dad is 59 today. my grandad is 82 tomorrow. reid is 16 on friday.

all this getting up early and going to the beach has destroyed my sleeping pattern.

i watched this fucking weird film yesterday about this irritating victorian actress who kept self harming because she couldn't act. but she couldn't content herself with slitting her wrists...ohhh no. she had to punch herself in the eyes, and then eat glass. nice. why do french people watch such weird films?? then there was this creepy movie about mental patients and then there was this insane modern-dance musical film thing about this catholic institute.

i should stop watching apalling late night tv.