wait. they don't love you like i love you...*****

bonjour.
woweeee pete was so beautiful on Sunday, but no one came, why did you not come?? you missed out.
crushed stardrops and fire. oh pete why so beautiful?
did you see the stylish
kids in the riot? shovelled up like muck, set
the night on fire, wombles bleed,
truncheons and shields,

you know i cherish you my love.

amazing amazing amazing. i am absorbed. wanted to spend £4.20 on a magazine with pete in in, but GOOD OLD KATERINA convinced me it was stupid and crazy and a fucking waste of money. ah, katrina. where would i be without you? £4.20 poorer my darling.
it’s light and sunny. misleadingly sunny. it’s bitter outside. frosty. my mother’s geraniums are crimson in the cold.
the more i love the more he hateth me! oh berengere, cure me of my broken life!
today i broke one of my many pacts and bought chips. bastard temptation. yesterday i broke the exclusive biology pact and skived the lesson. well, half the lesson then. whatever. i am past caring. today today today. becky and turtles and dolphins.
i am going to go now.
i see no one is on msn as usual *typical*... it's blatantly a conspiracy to try and make me think I'M the only sad one... ha! nice try! you're probably just blocking me and sniggering.
now i am really going to go.
farewell beautiful ones...x