but i like it when you're STUPID and SHALLOW

ok, i have to admit i am starting to lose the motivation to write here. but i do intend to carry on, i really do.
no one is online this holiday, to such an extent that it feels like everyone is SECRETLY GOING OUT AND GETTING DRUNK WITHOUT ME. why? why was i not informed?

jesus, i am paranoid.
today, though, i earned £30 cleaning my house. go me! it was about 4 hours work, but i told my parents it was 6 hours - not that i was being dishonest, or anything. i was just... exaggerating, that's the one. i am SO BORED. there is nothing to do. i can't use the phone or the internet either, which takes the piss. this comes after an incident in which my STUPID STUPID brother informed my mum that the mobile number on the bill that had been dialled 68 times was "his drug dealer". yes, thanks a lot for that one. fucking marvellous. just what i need right now, to be cut off from all communication. my parents have put some STUPID BLOODY CODE on it, that stops me from making outgoing calls. damn them all.

so i just lay around, procrastinated a bit instead of doing work, cleaned the house and lay around some more. not very productive really, but hey. it's the holidays. if i wasn't slightly depressed i'd almost be happy....
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